With your hello

With your hello, I was stunned. Slowly, you're becoming my natural high. Whenever I see you I smile so immensely that I cannot do what I have to do. But of course I am a "dalagang Pilipina" so I will not show and tell you how you brighten my day up! Hehehehehehe, I need to concentrate on my studies first. I am happy with us being like this. Just a simple wave and hello completes my day. Sana makita kita bukas. :) OH WELLLLLLL! I crush you! :)))

What I am doing now.

I am actually dying my hair at this very minute. HAHAHAHA!!
Will wash it after 30 minutes.

My brothers and their friends are singing like crazy downstairs. Sing a long night for them tonight. So I miss our videoke times my dear friends! Let's do it again. :))))

What is beauty?

What is really the significance of beauty? Is it doing everything just to be accepted in the male point of perspective? Or is it just being who you are and not minding what other people thinks?

Saya saya ko.

Ang saya saya ko tuwing nakikita kita. Nung pinuntahan mo ako wooooooooooooow! Very kilig ako alam  mo ba iyun!? After nun, sobrang stalk na ako saiyo at gustong-gusto na kitang nakikita. Ano ba iyaaaaaan. Bakit kasi ang panget mo? Pero sobrang ganda naman ng katawan mo? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Hello nalang saiyo, wherever you are. :))))))))))

The dream love we've all been wishing for

Different Types of Love.

Problems may occur from time to time, but no one should really be bothered because every problem has it’s own solution. Every problem is just a test of how strong our wills are and how firm our feet on the ground. There are different types of “challenges” in our lives. It may be a problem in school, family, financial, self and the most common of all, problem of the heart. 

In this blog entry I’m going to focus with the heart problem because I think everyone could relate with it. 

There are different types of situation related with this topic:

1.  One-Sided-Love

This is the type of love that between two people, one feels absolutely nothing and the other is the complete opposite. This situation may be a bit sad, but realizing the brighter side of life, maybe that person is not meant to be with you. Maybe that person is not worth your strength, time and power. Maybe the person who is right for you will go your way unexpectedly. Maybe this is just not your time, just wait and never look . At the end you will see that it is worth every second of your life.

2. The-Mutual-But-Impossible-Love

In this situation love is in the air but with a twist! Two people are mutually in love but there is a big hindrance between them. It may be the family, time, or another party. With this, all I ever think of is just go with the flow. It may be possible that you love her/him because you cannot get her/him. You just see something special with him/her that you cannot see with other people. Also, it may be impossible because, we’re afraid of risking something for someone we are not sure of having. But as we all know, If you really love someone nothing should ever stop you from getting that person. 

3. The-Ex-Versus-Present-Love

Is it really possible to love two people at once? Maybe yes, because we all love our family and friends at the same time. Maybe no, because it is way too different comparing to the love for someone special. This situation makes us realize that chances should not be given to the one who deserves you but rather to the one who you think deserves it. It is a battle between the past and the present. Thinking wisely the chance should be given to the person who haven’t hurt you yet. Doing this, you’re going to risk the past for being just in the past. But, what if what you’ve lost before is the one you’ve always wanted to have again. My advice? just think it through, no one could ever judge you, no one could ever say that you’re a bad person and honestly, never ask someone who you should go to because nobody could ever know what is inside that heart. Always use both your head and heart, never use the heart without the head and vice versa.

4. The-Failed-Love

This love maybe the end of one love but definitely it is the start of something new. This maybe painful at the beginning but time can heal all wounds. Also it’s our chance of proving how strong we are of facing life ahead of us. Some may say that happiness should be brought with someone who has your heart and that someone is the same person who broke your heart. Based on my experience, everything in life is meant to happen. Besides, life’s too beautiful to dwell on the negative side. So stay positive, be happy. Know when to hold on but definitely learn when to let go.

5. The-Stung-By-Cupid-Love

This is the love we’ve all been waiting for. In this situation you see butterflies, and candies everywhere. Everything is sweet and pink! Everything is right, everything is perfect. The feeling of not believing in forever but meeting that one person you have no choice but to believe in it. When you have this make sure that don’t ever let go. Fate do exist but doesn’t do everything. Do your part, make your someone your fate.

I want to be where you are, when you are.

A person can never love without time and time can make you realize what love is.

There's no definite time or place when to meet destiny. It may come tomorrow, later, next year, the year after that or maybe I have met him I just don't know it's him. But contradicting that thought, destiny gives signs and feelings. Fate has it's spark, it has fireworks. So when I don't feel it, I know he's not the one. A selfish but realistic truth. But what is really being selfish when it comes to love? Is it loving two persons at once? or working it out with the right but loving and cherishing the left? I have a lot of questions I'd like to answer and of course with time by my side. 

I want to be where you are, when you are. A phrase I got from the book "The Time Traveller's Wife". Reading that book, I realized that love could really conquer all. Love should never be seek of rather waited for, because it is unconditional, it has no reason but a lot of meaning. Love is the most delicate feeling but the most overrated one. I never got tired of loving and I will never be. Yea, we do crazy things for love, we cry, we fight, we think and we breathe. Loving is healthy because when you're not loving or sick of it, it's like turning your back to being human and forgetting that we are mortals created because of the greatest love of all. Nothing has ever change, the daily basis of people always has love with it. 

I want to be where you are, when you are. I know that it is not right anymore, you're the left side of my life already. I have to let you go, I have to set you free. But why is it, it's so hard to do it? Your thoughts and memories keeps on haunting me, I'm scared, I'm frightened. Not because I can't forget about you but because I don't ever want to lose you. I don't want to make the wrong decision, I don't want to have any regrets. I want to keep my promises, tell me, please tell me to move on so I'll do it. Your face is piercing my heart, and your smile and laugh keeps on knocking me down. I don't know what else to do. I love you but it is not yet our time. Are we still having our time in the future? Can we still be who we were before? Will there'll be us again? I'm afraid, I'm shivering. There's no escape from you, I'm stuck and glued really hard. I keep on repeating our memories inside my mind. I always pray for you. I always create situations where everything is alright, where we are alright. I want to be one with you again. I miss you everyday, I love you each moment. I want to fight for you, but I don't want to hurt him. Oh, God please help me, please. I never saw that spark before, I saw fireworks and butterflies when I met you. We have two different worlds but we love the same things. We have a lot in common, I never felt that before. Your arms around me makes me feel secured and happy. Your hands, helps me to stand up. I want to be with you. Where you are and when you are, I want to follow.